I can’t believe that it’s December 31st already and that there is less than 30 minutes left to 2015. I don’t know where the time went. Even worst I can’t believe it’s been so long since my last blog post. It seems that the time just slips through our hands. I have had plenty to blog about too, struggles, good times, trips, races and most importantly becoming a new Grandmother. Yup, you read that right. I am the proudest Nonna ever!!! My beautiful, amazing, baby girl gave birth to a baby of her own in September. The most amazing, rewarding and special moment of my entire year. Ok, let’s stop right here and go back to the beginning of the year. Here are my 2015 highlights.
January-March
The first 3 months of the year I spent a lot of time discovering who I am and learning that no matter what I am worth the effort. I started the year off right with a 5k and lots of friends.These were also the final months of my Journey with Missy Kane and the Covenant Health Biggest Winner Team!
I won’t go into a lot of detail only because I was blogging a lot then and you can go back and read all about it. What I will say though is I was beyond blessed in the first 3 months of the year. I made life long friendships and learned that I can fail and still pick myself back up and start again. That it’s OK that I suffer depression, that depression doesn’t define me. It’s something I have NOT something I am. I ended this time with one of the most amazing races. The Knoxville Half Marathon. I set myself a new PR (Personal record) and I not only crossed the finish on the 50 yard line of Neyland Stadium, I crossed into a new way of life.
With the good though always seems to come pain. In January the world lost an amazing women. Peggy Sue was an amazing special women that touched the lives of so many. She will be missed greatly. All I can say is a beautiful Angel has returned home to heaven and I thank you Lord for sharing her with us even if just for a short while.
April -June
Somewhere in this time period life took another turn. I received a letter in the mail from my daughter. She didn’t know how to tell me so she wrote it in a letter. She was having a baby! Yup, it was a little bit of a shock and totally unexpected. Even though I am way to young to be a grandma, I was very excited right from the start. My baby girl was having a baby of her own. In her letter she wrote that she hoped to be even half the mom that I was. I can not tell you how that made me feel. That is the one compliment that I never thought I would hear, but man it made my heart full. I had no doubts in my mind that she would be the best mom ever.
I also finished a bucket list goal of completing the Disney Coast to Coast Challenge. I ran the Glass Slipper Challenge at Disney World in Florida in February then the Pixie Dust Challenge at Disneyland in California in May and earned LOTS of medals. One being my pink coast to coast medal.
On June 1st I had to say goodbye to my son, my baby boy as he headed off to Basic Training for the Army for 10 weeks. That would probably be right up there as one of the Toughest days of my life. Although I was beyond proud of him, it was hard to watch him leave to become a man.
Lets see what else, oh I helped build a house for Habitat for Humanity, earned a new PR at the Bridge Street half marathon in Alabama, finally earned my Half Fanatics status by completing 6 half Marathons in less than 6 months, I got to go to St Louis and see the Arch, My baby girl came to TN to visit me as a surprise for Mother’s Day.
Yet again with the good comes the bad. My older brother Don was hospitalized, shortly after that my mom was hospitalized, and then my other brother Bob had to have heart surgery. They say God doesn’t give you more than you can handle but sometimes I feel like either he thinks I’m really strong or he really like pushing my limits.
DM Visits TN
My boy becoming a man
DM Visits TN
Bridgestreet Half
Julies Poor car
Building Houses
St Louis
Tinkerbell Half
Coast to Coast is mine!
July-September
These were some tough months. I found it really hard to deal with my son being gone to basic training and not being able to talk to him. I would cry, out of the blue for no reason. There were many ups and downs and tears and anxiety. The biggest feeling of all though was the feeling of Pride that I had for the amazing young man that he was becoming. Even though there were not many letters. My son is not a fan or writing. Lol. I have to say I definitely could sense the new level of maturity in the words that he did write and the fact that I can actually read them 😀. His letters helped a lot! I felt lost on days, yet I could not have been prouder of my boy becoming a soldier. To also help get through this tough time, I connected with fellow Army moms that had sons and daughter in the same platoon as Tyler. Together we helped each other survive those long months. We formed a bond that will never be broken. Army Moms Army Strong!!!
Yet again troubles came. I was plagued by car troubles over the summer. I spent upwards of $2000 to get it fixed and in the end it died completely and I had to get a new car. When it came time for my son to graduate from Basic Training, we found out that he had to have surgery to have his gallbladder removed, so I went to see him a little earlier than expected and stayed with him till he was released to come home.
I got to watch from afar as my daughter went through her 9 months of pregnancy. It was tough to not be able to be there with her. I wanted so badly to be there by her side and support her though it. I was extremely happy though that I got to go down and be with her at the end of August. It was important to me to be there for her when her new bundle of joy entered the world.
Then September came and so didn’t the newest joy in my life. September 5th, 2015 will forever be at the top of the list of the happiest moments of my life. I have never been so proud in my life as being blessed by the lord to be a new Grandma. Just 5 days before her birthday my beautiful daughter gave birth to her son Brayden Micheal Ferrante. After a long wait this beautiful 9lb 3oz 21 in bundle of joy had finally arrived. My life was forever changed again because now not only was I mom, but I became Nonna to this sweet Angel.
The very first moment with my new Joy
My Soldier
Vinnie missed his boy
Finally get to see my girl
Army Strong Army Moms
Feet of an Angel
Forever in my heart
October-December
In October I marked another item off my bucket list. I completed the TN Ragnar race. 200-ish miles from Chattanooga to Nashville. It was tough, but one of the most fun rewarding experiences. My team the Fantastic 12 did an amazing job and the memories and laughs will last a lifetime. I can’t wait to do another.
In November I returned to Florida to visit my sweet grand-baby and spend Thanksgiving with my daughter, her boyfriend and his amazing family. It was great to be able to spend time with them. It was also nice that my boys both came with me. The whole family was together and they got to meet their nephew for the first time. It’s hard being so far away and watching everything through a window. Sometimes I feel like I am missing out on so much. Hopefully, I will get to go there again soon to see them. I also ran the Space Coast half marathon which is one of my all time favorite races. I’m in a 5 year race series and this was year 3 so 2 more to go. It was great to get to see so many of my running friends.
Now December. Not a lot happened this month, it really just flew by. Christmas came and went and now it’s time to ring in a New Year. It’s just 15 minutes away and I can’t believe all that has happened this year. It’s been full of ups and downs and some really special moments. I’m so excited to see what 2016 brings. I have some very exciting news for 2016 but I’ll post about that next year lol.
Happy New Year to all of you and may you all be blessed with an amazing New Year.
Run for fun, Run for YOU, Run4Life
Angi
Fantastic 12
Uncle Mike meets his nephew for the first time